Piece Description

This piece is about my experience struggling with self-destructive tendencies. It is, for me, a reflection of how I would often view myself coming from a negative perspective based on these choices, as opposed to coming from a place of self-empathy. It is a slightly pessimistic self-diagnosis of inadequacy, rooted in an unflinching conviction I have realized: that frequent drug use lessens one's potential as a human being. As the piece progresses I find understanding and acceptance of these poor choices, which sets a tone of optimism for the prospect of change. This piece is about the way in which I judge myself for stupid decisions I have made, and about how change is more likely when one accepts their shadow with integrity and responsibility. In my opinion, it is only when one makes peace with themselves regarding their more regrettable decisions that they are able to move on.