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Invisible Ink: Confessions of a Child Beauty Queen

Series: Invisible Ink: Series #1
From: Roman Mars
Length: 00:29:01

"Confessions" is a series of interconnected stories about growing up in the South and participating in child beauty pageants. Read the full description.

Headphone_small A. H. Weatherman's "Confessions of a Child Beauty Queen" encompasses almost everything that make zines great. It's a personal narrative about the trauma of being in beauty pageants during the elementary years, and the aftermath. It's moving, sad and funny, often, all at the same time. "Confessions" was a 2004 NFCB Award finalist and was a feature on the Third Coast Audio Festival website. This episode was orignally broadcast as Invisible Ink #22 on KALW in San Francisco on 6/1/03. It also was played on WBEZ's Re:sound program on 6/20/04.

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Piece Description

A. H. Weatherman's "Confessions of a Child Beauty Queen" encompasses almost everything that make zines great. It's a personal narrative about the trauma of being in beauty pageants during the elementary years, and the aftermath. It's moving, sad and funny, often, all at the same time. "Confessions" was a 2004 NFCB Award finalist and was a feature on the Third Coast Audio Festival website. This episode was orignally broadcast as Invisible Ink #22 on KALW in San Francisco on 6/1/03. It also was played on WBEZ's Re:sound program on 6/20/04.

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Vaguely disturbing, yet compelling

I heard part of this piece on XM radio in the car, and it caused the proverbial "driveway moment", wherein one sits in the car longer than necessary to finish listening to a piece. It proved too long to complete in the driveway, however, so I later came here to find it and finish listening. As a former North Carolina resident, I can easily picture many of the places and people she mentions. I found this piece to be sad, eerie, and rather disturbing, but it definitely was gripping and candid, and for that I give it high marks.

As an aside, I too have grown fat since my NC days, though as a male I suppose it has a different social connotation. I have a very pretty young daughter who's been baton twirling since she was three years old, too. Maybe that's why this piece punched me in the gut.
Fortunately, the similarities end there. I consider this a cautionary tale.

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Review of Invisible Ink: Confessions of a Child Beauty Queen

This is a great example of why the Invisible Ink series is so wonderful. The whole episode is dedicated to one woman's stories and reflections on the time she was a child beauty queen. It is fascinating to listen to these stories as they unfold, as you are never sure what will come next. The author's writing is simple. Not simple in the sense of being uncomplicated and basic; instead, the writing is easy to listen to and take in, while still being thoughtful, intelligent, and moving - a hard feat. Her writing and tone of voice are comforting, even when the subject matter turns to more disturbing topics. Her frankness in these topics is startling, but at the same time completely natural and reasonable. It started me wishing more (ideally all) media were more like this piece.

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Review of Invisible Ink: Confessions of a Child Beauty Queen

This narrative touches on a variety of heavy topics (molestation, substance abuse, eating disorders, etc) that would normally result in a highly depressing pity party. Instead, though, Weatherman's bitingly honest and matter-of-fact wording is complimented by a twinge of irony in her voice--you can tell she's already analyzed her story and is well along the path to healing. An incredibly intimate, funny, beautiful composition.

Broadcast History

This episode was orignally broadcast as Invisible Ink #22 on KALW in San Francisco on 6/1/03. It also was played on WBEZ's Re:sound program on 6/20/04.

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